​Two rockers. Two different bands. One girl.

I sent him off to be a star, to chase his dreams.

I placed mine on hold so he could have his.

He kissed me, made love to me, and promised he’d come back.

He lied…

The original plan was to show up and steal him back.

But in the process, I inadvertently fell hard for another rocker.

Now, I’m in deep with both of them.

I love one with my heart.

I love the other with my soul. 

I’m selfish.

I’m greedy.

I want to keep them both.

They want me to choose.

How dare they.

How dare they ask me to choose.

If I give my heart up, I’ll lose my soul. 

If I give my soul up, I'll lose my heart.

Yet I’m terrified if I don’t make a decision, I’ll lose them both

I’ll lose.                                                                              

​Published on February 24, 2015